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The day it all ended.

Our story ends here.

I wanted to fix things up..

But, there's no use in doing that..

Because, when I saw you today..

I know you had made up your mind.

There's no more of me inside of you.

No matter what I said,

No matter what I did..

It just doesn't count.

Nothing matters anymore except what you've decided.

You were as cold as ever.

You shut me off completely.

I was crushed & broken.

My heart shattered.

It's sad that this is how it ended.

And the end of the day, I realized that I loved you so much..

that it has turned me blind.

I was blinded by the love I had for you.

I approved some of things you did, even if I'm not a fan of it.

I wanted you to be happy.

But in a way..It got me to be upset.

Then, you treated me way differently than how it used to be..

Anyway, it all has come to sense now.

I should have noticed it earlier that you didn't want me any longer.

her

I don't know whether she's been reading what I wrote for her in the last couple of days..

I hope she has read it. Well,if she doesn't read it yet..

Probably because she is preoccupied with the exams coming up..

Thats okay though..

The exams are important.

And it's good that she's studying.

Hopefully she'll do well in the exams & getting the Dean's List.Good Luck!!

Insya-Allah.

Amin.

you

Syg, do you remember this?

I miss this.

Each and every morning when I woke up, I hope that the feelings you have for me would never fade. Thats the 1st thing popped up on my head as soon as I woke up everyday.

As I open my eyes, my hands would scramble around searching for my cellphone.

I'm terrified if I've missed any of calls or messages during being asleep.

I miss the time when we both waking up each other early in the morning for Subuh prayer.

I miss talking on the phone with you up till late..sharing stories with u.

I miss disturbing you in class once in a while. =P

I miss you texting me,calling me, checking up on me..

I miss you being concerned about me.

I wish I've a pleasant morning & evening with you,day & night.

All the Good morning, good night, & even Good luck wish if there is a test on that day.

To some, it might be just a simple gesture that many wouldn't care of..

But,not to me..to me, what ever you said means a lot. I take them seriously.

I hold on to every words that you said..

Each of them is really important & significant.

Your voice & words boost my confidence.

Your smile cools me down, it sooths me.

Your scent refreshes me.

Your presence brings the best in me

You are my Energizer

I hope we will last forever.

I love you with all of my heart.

true love

" True love is your soul recognition of its counterpoints in another "

p/s : sounds familiar huh?? hehe. =P

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whenever we sacrifices something for someone..we shouldn't expect for he/she to appreciate it,or someday they'll do the same for us too..because it might just ended up to be a disappointment. Instead, we should hope that what we did is worth doing

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I just don't know what else to do anymore..

everything seems to be failing..

and it is just heart-breaking.

ily

I expect nothing much..

" LOVE,TRUST & HONESTY "

That's all I'm asking.

And, it's what it takes for us to be happy.

from her

Perfection in my Eyes

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.

No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.

In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.

I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

- Ashley Borden –

i love this one.

and it is for you,dear.

you are you.in my eyes,you are perfect too.

p/s: i'm sory syg,i didn't notice it earlier.
thanks! iluvyou

tag.

01. What is the relationship of u and him/her?
a friend.a really2 great one!

02. Your 4 impressions towards him/her?
shorter than me.unique in her own ways,sometimes unpredictable,sweet =)

03. The most memorable things he/she had done for you???
hurm??ape eyh??urm..probably the great coffee talk that we had.

04. The most memorable thing he/she have said to you??
BGITU.(she has her own tone of saying it)

05. If he/she become ur lover, you will...
da jd lover,of course i'll love and cherish her la..xkan benci plak kot??adoi.apenye soalan.

06. If he/she become ur enemy,you will..
fix things up..

07. If he/she become ur lover, he/she has to improve on...
entah la..her sporting skills?cuz i don't do aerobics like she does..let's play sports.haa.=)

8. If he/she become ur enemy,the reason is..
takdir.

09. The most desirable things to do on him/her is???
help her to attain her dreams.chef en?

10. The overall impressions of him/her is???
BAEK HATI and,someone i'm comfortable to talked with

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you..???
annoyed if they don't noe me well enough?

12. The character of u..for urself is..???
baek sket dr shinchan.(i'm not a pervert like that little creature)

13. On contrary, the character u hate of urself is...
always things the negative side of things 1st rather than the good 1.

14. The most ideal person that u wanna be is..
valentino rossi.yeah,i love racing

15. For the people who likes you, say something about them..
yeah??ad ke?i don't noe y u liked me,but,THANKS GUYS!!

16. Seven people to TAG..
1.irfa2.irfa3.irfa4.irfa5.irfa6,irfa7.irfa(saje je,kalu nk buat,sile,xmau xpe..)pancing-an.
haha.kami b'dendam TAG.act,i already did this tag b4,so the further question i'll pass..
sb if i tag org lg,bende same dpt..silap2.kena maki ngan dorg.
haha
17. Who is no.2 having a relationship with??
she said she is single

18. Is no.3 a male or a female ??
female of course.no doubt bout it.

19. If no.6 and no.7 were together,would it be a good thing..??
nope

20. How about no.5 and no.4??
nope gak

21. What is no 1 studying about??
spm related studies

22. Is no.3 single???
yeah

23. Say something about no.6 ??
she's matured,tp kdg2 cm budak2.hehe