19 May 2010

pullstop


The day it all ended.
Our story ends here.
I wanted to fix things up..
But, there's no use in doing that..
Because, when I saw you today..
I know you had made up your mind.
There's no more of me inside of you.
No matter what I said,
No matter what I did..
It just doesn't count.
Nothing matters anymore except what you've decided.
You were as cold as ever.
You shut me off completely.
I was crushed & broken.
My heart shattered.
It's sad that this is how it ended.

And the end of the day, I realized that I loved you so much..
that it has turned me blind.
I was blinded by the love I had for you.
I approved some of things you did, even if I'm not a fan of it.
I wanted you to be happy.
But in a way..It got me to be upset.
Then, you treated me way differently than how it used to be..
Anyway, it all has come to sense now.
I should have noticed it earlier that you didn't want me any longer.


4 comments:

Lydiaa. said...

dont give up ben :)

aben said...

hee..
thanks lydia.
btw,u be strong too ok?
i understand it is hard being far from the person that we love.
seriously..i do undrstand that feeling.

Lydiaa. said...

hehe ok.tengs u too ben :I

aben said...

no problemo la.
=)